Visits from deceased friends and family

So I’ll mention the latest one involving my best friend who died 15 years ago.

I’ve had dreams about him probably like three times in the past 15 years. But this last time was interesting.

I was back home in my hometown at this house party, kind of seemed like a college party. And I’m walking around getting ready to leave and there’s these group of guys that are sitting on top of the couch on the porch. I look at all of them and one is my best friend Jason. Instantly I start feeling this emotional joy, like I could feel it so deeply. And I go oh my God, Jason, I miss you so much dude like I can’t believe you’re here right now! He’s just got this look at his face like what’s up man why are you being so weird?! I go, I gotta say this before I wake up, but Jason, you’re not with us anymore, you died years ago. And look at his face was complete shock, like he hadn’t known. I go, yeah youre gone dude and I start crying.

And you know when you’re dreaming and it’s about to get good and you can feel yourself being pulled away from it and then you wake up? Well I was fighting that with all my might just so I can tell him that I missed, loved him and hugged him and that he’s no longer with us, Because right after I said that I was pulled out of the dream. But it was so intense. I woke up so sad still feeling the lingering crying sensation. And also wondering, why did I have to have that type of dream you know? Usually, it’s just a nice quick visit hello or just a smile. This one was just so real and intense.

anyWho, that’s just one of them. I have so many more dreams that I remember. I could write a book lol